Friday, June 26, 2015

Pressure On Now: SCOTUS Marriage Equality Decision today

Good decision by the United States Supreme court to allow marriage equality in all 50 states.
I reside in a state where marriage until this morning gay marriage was illegal.  Now the pressure is on my partner and myself,  because the question will be "When are you guys getting hitched".  No longer can use the reason, since it's not legal in my state, we're not getting married.

More difficult decision is whether to marry or not. Sounds fun to go through wedding ceremony, reception, etc and the honeymoon. However what's the practical implications with finances, divorce, etc.

I'm an infidel, and if I get caught in the act, I really don't want to deal with divorce and risk my assets just over sex. Maybe it's just the conversation to go with an open relationship, instead of the monogamous facade.

However, with me and my partner, there is still a mutual understanding that we would take care of each other because we want to, instead of if we have to.

When will the first gay divorce be. I'm not the only infidel out there !!

Wednesday, June 24, 2015

Poppers and Swallowing multiple loads

Another night and of course I'm horned up and ready to go. I'm in the mood to get pounded in the ass Since I felt a little constipated up there, I took an enema for the first time to clean out. Liked it, made cleaning out a cleared and ready to get laid.

So started talking with a few people on grindr. One was a 22 y/o student who wanted to fuck me, and another was cute Asian twink body, in his early 30's.  Told 22 y/o to come right over, but said he could not at the moment and that flamed out.

Continued some conversation with the Asian for a while and eventually he invited me over to give him head after 2 hours of on and off again conversation.

Arrived at his apartment, he pulled down his shorts, and I started to suck and lick on his shaft. He told me to get naked, and I continued sucking on his cock and and on his nipples that really turned him on.

After a bit, he held a bottle of poppers under by nose, and I took a few whiffs of the poppers. Immediately, got the popper rush, and got all the way down on his 7inch cock...

Continuing with more sucking, and the popper high starting to go down, he told me to kneel down because he wanted to fuck my ass. I of course obliged, he took a sniff of the poppers, and I took another sniff to get that rush back while he fucked me for 5 minutes.

After the fucking, he ripped the condom off. At this point, I would have loved him to fuck his load in me, but he told me to suck his cock again. His cock began to throb in my mouth, and that sweet cum of his was now inside my mouth. really no taste to it, but felt good swishing it around my mouth.

He went a got me a bottle of water to rinse my mouth out. Now, I thought the encounter was over after we talked and exchanged pleasantries. After talking for a few minutes, and began dress in preparation to leave his place. However, he asked me if I could suck him again, so I threw my clothes off and began to suck him again..

After sucking his cock for a few more minutes, he came in my mouth again. Felt great.

After he came, he asked how he can get me off. So I told him to start sucking my nipple, and I will just stroked my cock till i came in the rag he provided. Nice that top let me actually get off at the scene.

Fun experience. he is a person i want to meet again.

Have a great Wednesday. yes. it's my ass

Monday, June 22, 2015

did I really want the bondage? Yeah. I go spanked

As I prepared to retire for the evening, I received a grindr message from a blank profile. He wants me to come cover to his hotel room around midnight. The profile had no picture, no detail, no weight, no height.

So I waited for an hour and half, and he sent me a message that the arrived at his room. We exchanged face pics. So he told me to come over right now, and asked every two minutes when i can get there. Got annoying that I really did not want to head over.  My hormones were raging and I'm craving cock in my ass, and decided to go for it after exchanging face pictures.

After midnight, its a crapshoot if you can get into the hotel without having a room key. If I did not make it right in, I'm outta of there. Fortunately, I made it into the building and up the elevator without anyone noticing.

Arrived in his room, and he asked me to start touching him just all over his body while he was busy surfing his apps. After doing this for a bit, he wanted to try to get a three-some together, and explained to him that I could not be up all night waiting to get this done.

He asked me if I was submissive. I said yes. And then he decided to slap me lightly on the face and then started spanking my ass hard which felt really good.

After the flogging, he wanted me to suck his cock. Really did not want to go down on it because i noticed as bump/cyst on it, and would rather not take chances with that, not knowing for sure if it's std or just normal skin, even after asking about HIV/STD's.

Then a grabbed the condom and wrapped his big 8 inch dick on it, and stated that i was not a good sucker and my asswill  take the pounding.

So I laid face down, and he proceeded to fuck me hard and it hurt like a mo-fo. I did grimmace in pain, and he laid off for a second, after that he pounded me some more hard. Felt more pain. After a few minutes, the pain subsided, and the thrusts felt good. Yes, I did moan like a baby a few times :)

He got off, and I was ready to get out there.  I washed up and left...Told me to throw away his condom and keep the extra. He was afraid to keep any and all of evidence of the act and then called his wife/girlfriend when I left. Hope he doesn't treat her that way.

Really don't like bossy tops since i'm a laid back guy, but still worth the trip

Tuesday, June 16, 2015

Today was a long travel day ending late in the evening.

It's been 6 months since my last HIV test, and had one unsafe experience where I fucked another traveler in my hotel. Cruising my grindr, a cute attractive twink popped up. we had a quick grindr discourse, and he decided to come up to my room to just give me a blow job.

He pulled down my pants and sucked my cock. After a few minutes sucking and giving me decent head, he removed his clothes and jumped up on my bed doggie style. His ass looked golden and beautiful in the air. I obliged removing the remaining clothing on me, and went in to fuck him without a care in the world.

His ass was nice and loose and easily took my thick meat. After a few thrusts, my spilled my load in my ass and he cleaned up and left.

Experiences like this always puts the thought in my mind of bareback all the time since it feels so much better. On the other hand, I'm nervous taking my HIV test due to these experiences and living life with HIV. decisions, decisions.

Share your thoughts with me :)

Monday, June 15, 2015

Welcome to my blog. Just a little about me. I'm Midwestern fit guy working and surviving through life. I have a good job, good friends, relationship, and I travel. Sounds like the gay all American perfect life to live.

Alas, I'm not perfect so time to share my experiences with you.

Sexually, I'm versatile. Usually I top. Sometimes I end up on the bottom. Right now, I play safe but considering more bareback sex. I have done some bareback topping (feels great), but still freak out about the risk.

Last, but not least, a shout out to for the inspiration to write and share with you.